Blog Hop # 75 Day
Dreaming
Lying upon the blanket,
we gazed to the sky. Arms up, fingers
pointing, giggling we named clouds as they wafted by. “Look it’s a bunny, no now it’s a dragon, no
now it’s a snake!” she squealed as the
upper turbulence blew the cloud around.
We laughed at the
puppy chasing the paper bag as it blew just out of reach. The little old lady at the other end of the
leash was tugged this way and then that, as the wind blew the bag.
We giggled at the
young couple learning to roller blade with their children. Arms out for balance, more wobbly than a toddler
learning to walk. In the grass for
safety more than on the pavement.
Locating a sweets
vendor we gobbled down cotton candy, candied almonds and elephant ears. We played cards and listened to music on the
radio. Singing off key, we laughed at
one another.
We planned her
future; which college she would attend to become the neurosurgeon, how many
colors she should dye her hair, what type of dress she would wear to prom,
which sorority she should consider joining and of course whether or not to
worry about making the college swim team.
I hugged her often
that day. I knew I had to let her have
some space though, they were short hugs.
They were strong, wrap my angel wings around you and hold on forever,
hugs. They were I want to hold this day
in my mind and heart forever, hugs.
That old blanket,
folded in the closet now. That battery
operated radio on a shelf in the garage.
We had that day at the park.
Filled with love and laughter.
She will always be in my heart and on my mind. I daydream often that she beat the
cancer.
leigh
But that day is always there.
ReplyDeleteSandy would have loved this one.
ReplyDeleteI dream the same dream with you. I am all teared up after reading this post. It reminded me my kid sister who was my little angle.
ReplyDeleteI have two very close girlfriends who both lost children to cancer and I cried for them and everyone else who has lost loved ones after reading your post. Very heart rending but beautiful too.
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